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Understanding Suffering Through the Life of St. Paul

Posted on August 6, 2015 by eig

After having taught the book of Acts, I have learned a lot about the Apostle Paul. One very important aspect of his life was suffering. St. Paul suffered a lot.

1 Corinthians 11 gives the list of Paul’s experiences as an Apostle:

23 Are they servants of Christ? (I am out of my mind to talk like this.) I am more. I have worked much harder, been in prison more frequently, been flogged more severely, and been exposed to death again and again. 24 Five times I received from the Jews the forty lashes minus one. 25 Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was pelted with stones, three times I was shipwrecked, I spent a night and a day in the open sea, 26 I have been constantly on the move. I have been in danger from rivers, in danger from bandits, in danger from my fellow Jews, in danger from Gentiles; in danger in the city,in danger in the country, in danger at sea; and in danger from false believers. 27 I have labored and toiled and have often gone without sleep; I have known hunger and thirst and have often gone without food; I have been cold and naked. 28 Besides everything else, I face daily the pressure of my concern for all the churches. 29 Who is weak, and I do not feel weak? Who is led into sin, and I do not inwardly burn?30 If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness. (NIV)

And in 2 Corinthians 6:4-5 he writes:

“Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way: in great endurance; in troubles, hardships and distresses; 5 in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger;” (NIV)

As I studied Acts, I realized that Paul had a different perspective on suffering than most of us. Let’s first be clear, Paul suffered for the cause of the Gospel. Most of us when we suffer, is because of an external circumstance that we face or some other struggle unrelated to the Gospel. However, suffering is suffering and we can’t diminish the fact that we all experience it.

How did Paul face suffering? In studying Acts, I noticed that Paul trusted the sovereignty of God in his life. He knew clearly what God had called him to do. Paul understood that God was sovereign and His will would be fulfilled in his life in spite of suffering or any other circumstance. God protected Paul on many occassions, especially from death but he still experienced many sufferings (eventually he suffered death under Emperor Nero). Paul trusted God’s sovereign will. It is interesting as well, that Paul did not question God during his sufferings. He did ask God to remove a certain “thorn” he had but God denied his request. God’s grace was sufficient. Yet, I didn’t find any instance where Paul questioned God’s goodness, his plan or his sovereignty.

In my life I have had my share of suffering, and yet in many of those occassions I found myself questioning God. I often asked why He allowed it to happen. Yet, we all need to trust God’s sovereignty. Nothing that happens in our lives will be outside of God’s sovereign will. God will fulfill His will in our lives in spite of suffering.

Paul also never avoided suffering, he welcomed suffering. This was perhaps the most “shocking” for me. Scripture is clear that trials will come to our lives (James 1) and many come in the form of suffering. Many of us don’t like them, but they are part of our growth (there are many specific “lessons” we learn from them) as Christians. Paul stated in Philippians 3:10 that he wanted to partake of the sufferings of Christ even “becoming like him in his death.” Why? It is because in the midst of suffering he had fellowship with Christ.

Nothing we suffer is beyond what our Lord suffered. Paul knew that. In that suffering, Christ grace is evident and we share a closeness that can only be experienced through it. Most of us want to avoid suffering, but we ought to expect it (in Acts 14:22 Paul said that we would experience many hardships to enter the kingdom of God). We need to understand that in our suffering God’s grace will abound and we share in Christ’s suffering. The suffering we experience now does not compare to the glory that awaits us.

Paul understood that “his” life in the body was not to he protected from suffering but to given to God for his service. He wasn’t concerned about saving his life. His concern was finishing the task God gave him (to preach the Gospel to both Jews and Gentiles). In Acts 20:24 he said, “However, I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace.” This verse has always challenged me. I have not gotten to the point where my life doesn’t matter because I am more interested in fulfilling God’s calling for my life.

This is exactly what our Lord said a disciple of His does (see Matthew 16:25; Mark 8:35). A follower of Christ loses his life for Him. As His disciples, our concern should not be how to save our lives, protecting it from suffering or any other threat. Our concern should be to give our life for what He has called us. We are all called to serve Him and nothing that we do should take priority over His calling for our lives.

If you are experiencing suffering, you are not alone. Christ is with you. He is your comforter. He will sustain you. You are sharing in his suffering and united in fellowship with Him. Your future is secure. Your destiny is secured. There is a life that awaits you that surpasses all the suffering you experience in this planet. It’s a promise for you. Read Romans 8:18-23.

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A Meditation on Isaiah 51:6

Posted on August 1, 2015 by eig

“Lift up your eyes to the heavens, and look at the earth beneath; for the heavens vanish like smoke, the earth will wear out like a garment, and they who dwell in it will die in like manner; but my salvation will be forever, and my righteousness will never be dismayed.” Isaiah 51:6

The LORD’s purposes throughout history never have been, never are, and never will be thwarted. The LORD has never been discouraged, never lost hope, never been slowed.

For me personally, this means that my stubbornness, my moral failures, my inabilities, my weaknesses, and all my sins are not a discouragement to the LORD. The LORD is not even moved an inch in his righteousness. If God himself is not discouraged and his purpose for me will continue through even the worst of my sin, I have eternal hope in his righteousness. When I am discouraged, I can count on his own righteousness in Christ to be my satisfaction (Matthew 5:6).

And for all the evil in this world, for all its suffering and death, for the mental illness, the disobedience of children, the hardness of hearts, the rejection of his Son, and even the very crucifixion of his son, the LORD’s righteousness is never moved. His righteousness is not dismayed. No, it endures forever (Isaiah 51:8).

Through Christ’s righteousness, his salvation is for us. His salvation is past the existence of our own lives, past the existence of this present physical earth, which will continue to break down like a garment, piece by piece, thread by thread until it cannot support us and gives way. His salvation supersedes the heavens, which will vanish like smoke. And this salvation is for us and will exist long after all that we can see is gone.

Christian, do not be dismayed. The LORD’s righteousness is forever and it is our satisfaction! His salvation is forever and it is for us!

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La Iglesia Que Testifíca Crece

Posted on July 30, 2015 by eig

En Hechos 11:21 dice: “Y la mano del Señor estaba con ellos, y gran número creyó y se convirtió al Señor.”
El domingo pasado terminé de enseñar el libro de Hechos a la Escuela Dominical de la Iglesia. Hoy estoy releyendo el libro a través de mi lectura diaria. Me llamó la atención éste versículo. Se refiere a los creyentes que habían sido perseguidos por su fe por la persecución desatada por la muerte de Esteban en el capítulo 7. El perseguidor era un hombre llamado Saulo de Tarso. El quería acabar con lo que llamaba “secta.” Los creyentes fueron esparcidos por todas partes. Lo interesante es que muchos de ellos mantenían una mentalidad exclusiva en cuanto al Evangelio. No compartían con Gentiles o Griegos sino sólo con Judíos. Sin embargo unos varones de Chipre y Cirene decidieron compartir con Griegos las Buenas Nuevas de Salvación. Dice el versículo que el Señor estaba con ellos. Me indica que fueron guiados por El. El les dio el poder al comunicar el evangelio. Eran creyentes comunes, no líderes. El resultado es increíble: “gran número creyó y se convirtió al Señor.” Tanto fue el número que se fundó una nueva iglesia. Bernabé fue enviado a fortalecer a estos nuevos creyentes.

Cuando los creyentes testifican, el Señor los usa. El deber de compartir las Buenas Nuevas de Salvación es de todos los creyentes. Note que estos varones de Chipre y Cirene tuvieron que hablar Griego y atreverse a hablar. El Señor estubo con ellos y les usó para traer a muchos a Cristo. ¿Porqué no confiamos en que el Señor puede usarnos para traer a otros a Cristo? ¡El Señor está con nosotros. Hablemos a otros de Cristo y esperemos que Dios obre!

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How God Drew Me To Himself

Posted on July 27, 2015 by eig

Jesus said in John 6:44: “No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him. And I will raise him up on the last day.”

I recall how at an early age God started to draw me to Himself.

My son recently visited El Salvador and took this picture
of the place our house used to be in Mariona.

I grew up in a one room house made of wood plank in El Salvador. I remember how you could actually look inside through the small gaps in the wood. It had dirt floor, a gas stove in one corner, the bunk bed I slept on in another corner and other beds. When it rained, and it did rain a lot, the rain not only made a loud sound as it hit the aluminum roof but it dripped all over the house. There was no bathroom, running water nor electricity for some time. I enjoyed the freedom I had to explore nature. My day was spent climbing trees, exploring canyons, herding animals, playing soccer, and going to the river. One time, my friends and I decided to go swimming to the river. It had swelled up after the rain and we got in. I didn’t know how to swim and when I got in I started sinking and panicking. In my desperation I climbed on one of my friends shoulders and he led me out. It was close call. God was watching over me.

I remember this tree. On the right lived by best friend in
a mud constructed room

Another time, we went to the river and on our way home, I decided to take a different route home. I had no idea what I was doing but I was too proud to follow my friends. I got lost. When my mom got home from working all day at the meat market, she asked where I was and my friends told her what happened. She ran to find me. My recollection is very faint, but my mom told me she found me with a lady eating ice cream. She was gracious enough to keep me safe. I could have been taken by a stranger but God was with me.

Even at this age I was haunted by life after death. I recall waking up several times after dreaming of falling into an endless pit and not knowing what would happen to me. What happens when I die? What happens when my family dies? I had no answers. But God was pursuing me. On two occasions I remember hearing something about God. In one of them I heard preaching but I did not understand. On another occasion, I went to a church and watched a play on Noah’s Ark. God continued to plant the seed of the Gospel in me.

When I was in 5th grade, my family moved from a rural area to the city of Mejicanos. We lived in the wood shop my uncle owned. I started attending school. In the middle of the school year, my family decided to leave El Salvador to the United States. It was a long journey. I recall walking passed the school that morning. We rode the bus passed Guatemala until we reached Mexico. There we spent a few months until we were able to come to the United States. It was mid 1981.

The first home we lived in Santa Ana.
When I lived here I started going to church

The next year or so we lived in Orange County, Los Angeles and then back to Orange County. When we came back to Orange County in 1983. It was during my 7th grade when God finally called me to himself. Through a series of circumstances we were invited to a new church in Santa Ana. My mother and a couple of my sisters attended a Sunday morning. There I was met by a boy I knew in school which my friends and I picked on. It was then that I understood that this boy was different. He never fought us back. I felt very bad. We became good friends and eventually best friends up until college. A man who was helping the church took interest in me and picked me up on Sundays to go to church. Our church often brought evangelists to our church for a series of nightly events. One of them was a Alberto Mottesi. He preached a series of nights and on one of those nights God open my heart to understand the Gospel. When He made the invitation I went forward to commit my life to Christ. As I walked out that night, I knew and felt a change in me. There was unspeakable joy. God had called me to Himself. My life found the eternity security I longed for. I knew what would happen to me after death. After 32 years of following Christ, my love for Him continues. It hasn’t been easy. There have really tough times but he has proven to be my faithful friend, Savior, and Lord.

You can hear my testimony in Spanish at age 16 here.

The second house where I lived in Santa Ana

At the age of 14 I was baptized by pastor Ray Zuercher

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Rome at Last – Acts 28

Posted on July 26, 2015 by eig

After two years, our class has finally finished the book of Acts. It has been a life-changing experience for me. I am grateful for the opportunity to have such a great group of people who love the Lord. All of the audio is found here, you can go to my Itunes podcast and download or just search on this blog under “Acts.”

In this last chapter of the book of Acts we find Paul in Malta, then traveling to Rome. Several events happen in Malta and on route to Rome.

This chapter is significant because it closes Paul’s ministry to the Jew first and focuses on sharing the Gospel to the Gentiles. It officially starts the Christian church that is separate from Judaism. From here, the church spreads to all the know world. But it has continued for generations until now. The task is now for us to take the Gospel to all nations.

What are some things we learn from this chapter?

1. God will care for His people and provide for their needs.

2. We are God’s representatives where ever we go. There is no tome when we are not.

3. We need to be aware of our opportunities to be his instruments to share the Gospel. Don’t expect everyone to believe, but expect God to work. Ne ready to extend yourself for the Gospel.

4. Our lives are an encouragement to other believers. Let’s be aware of those who need encouragement.

Why does the book of Acts finish here?

The ending feels like there is no ending. This is true. Paul’s ministry to the Gentiles continued and continues today with us. The church continues to fulfill God’s calling to take the Gospel to the ends of the Earth. The history of the church will end with Christ’s return for his people.

What happened to Paul after this?

We don’t know for certain but Eusebius, a Christian historian (260– 340), tells us (Ecclesiastical History http://www.newadvent.org/fathers/250102.htm) that Paul was released from prison and takes the Gospel to Spain. Upon returning to Rome (between 64-68), he is rearrested. This was the time when Nero has gone mad and blames Christians for the great fire in Rome. Paul is also beheaded by Nero. Just before his martyrdom Paul writes one last letter called 2 Timothy.

2 Timothy 4:6-7 (HCSB Strong’s)
“For I am already being poured out as a drink offering, and the time for my departure is close. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.”

Paul finished his race faithfully. He poured his life for the Lord.

What about us? How will we finish our race? How much are we willing to give of ourselves?

Below is the audio recording for Acts 28 taught during our Sunday School hour at Village Bible Church.

Rome at Last – Acts 28

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Answered Prayer, Relying on God’s Wisdom and Timing

Posted on July 19, 2015 by eig

God answers prayer. He doesn’t answer the way we think or the way we want Him to answer but He answers. Our calling is to submit to His will. I am reminded when Jesus prayed in the Garden of Gethsemane: “And going a little farther he fell on his face and prayed, saying, “My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.” ” (Matthew 26:39) He prayed that if it was the Father’s will to keep Him from dying on the cross, He would do so but his desire was to do the will of the Father.

There are three requests in my life that illustrates how we pray and need to rely on His wisdom and timing. The first was when I prayed for God to allow us to adopt a little girl. I remember describing her to God. My prayers were fervent and emphatic. On our part, we had been working with our county for over 4 years and we were losing hope. We changed our preferences from one child to two, requiring the little girl to be under 4 and the other sibling to be older. When God answered our prayer He gave us two children, our little girl who was two and our son who was seven. I remember how my request to God was constantly for a girl and He answered. He gave us two children. This was no mistake either. Our sovereign God answered our prayer according to His good purpose and went beyond what I prayed. I needed to rely on His wisdom It is interesting to see how God has used my son to teach me a lot, much that I am still learning.

A couple of years before this when our oldest son was heading for University, I was without a job. Two years had passed and I needed to be working to help him pay his schooling. I prayed that God would give me a good job at a good school. My prayer was also clear that I only wanted to do this a year and then I wanted to be in ministry full time again. Just after our son started his Freshman year, God answered. He gave me a good job at a good school. I finished the first year, and was offered another year which I accepted. In my prayer time with the Lord, I said that since He had not answered my prayer for full time ministry, it was perhaps a good choice to work another year. That year was the worse I have had in all my career teaching. All the struggles during that year led me to realize what I had prayed before. I remembered that it was time to seek full time ministry. God had answered my prayer two years before and yet I had assumed His will for me. I was not relying on His wisdom.

After this I continued to pray for God to lead me back to ministry. I was now without a job again and yet again I took a step to control things. It was past mid school year when I decided to apply for a job. I figured four months would not violate my commitment to serve the Lord full time. I got the job. After the first week of school, I was ready to quit. It was the worse I’ve experienced in a school. I counted each passing day, prayed fervently, longing for God to allow me to finish.There were many times that I wanted to quit. “I don’t need this”, I thought to myself. Come June, I couldn’t be more relieved. Once again, I had relied on my own wisdom and timing.

But I was still without a place for ministry. So I continued to be assertive and sent out my resume to many places (my written count was fifty-four but it was close to a hundred after I gave up recording them) but I also applied to teaching jobs and went to many interviews, thinking that it was OK with God. After all, if He didn’t open the door for ministry, then it must mean it was OK to keep teaching. I got my teaching credential to a State near where my son lives and applied there too. I was tired of sending resumes and filling applications. I had had two interviews. One went on for a year and nothing happened. Then a third one came really fast at me and at the last minute it dissolved in a way I could not explain but left me disillusioned with believers treatment of other believers. But God answered my prayer. Ten months later, God opened a possibility for ministry which I almost didn’t take. Two months after I applied for this position I received the first email, then the first interviews. I doubted. This was another “teaser” as I called them. But then things moved forward. Though I wanted to serve the Lord, I realized that I had to pray and let God lead. It was even hard to let my thoughts submit to His Lordship. My job was to trust Him and let Him lead the way. He did. He answered after three years of praying. Now it is clear to me. This was His will. Looking back, there is no way I could have done this. This is the wisdom of God. This was His timing.

When I try things on my own, relying on my wisdom, I fail. When I do things in my time, I fail.
God answers prayer. He answers in His time. Our duty is to submit to His will and wait for his leading. As He starts to lead, we act relying on Him, seeking only His will. We place our lives as a living sacrifice for Him, willing to do as He pleases. As Jesus submitted to the Father in the Garden so should we.

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Voyage Rome – Acts 27

Posted on July 6, 2015 by eig

Here is the audio recording for Acts 27 taught during our Sunday School hour at Village Bible Church.

The last two chapters of Acts deal with Paul going to Rome. In Acts 19:21 Paul expressed his desire to go to Rome and in this chapter this journey begins. The Lord has promised he would witness for Him in Rome (Acts 23:11). Luke (c.f. Acts 21:8) and Aristarchus join Paul in this journey.

Chapters 27-28 include a long narration of Paul sea travel to Rome. Why did Luke write such a long account instead of a summary as he did often in the book of Acts? Several reasons are suggested:

1. Luke follows the patter of Greek writers who wrote exciting events including sea travels. This adds balance to the long speeches given in Acts. Luke’s writing is very elegant in Greek (Witherington, Acts).

2. Luke shows that his writing is more credible since he takes part in this event. He not only researched the information in Acts but also had first hand experience.

3. Luke shows the sovereignty of God as he narrates how Paul arrived to Rome in spite of the circumstances. God was in control and was God’s plan.

God is sovereign and will fulfill his purpose for each one of us and for his church. It doesn’t matter what circumstances we go through, He is with us. He will use as well among those who don’t believe in Him. Our witness may not bring the salvation of all who listen, but we will be an encouragement to all. God is glorified through our faithfulness.

Voyage Rome – Acts 27

Here are a few resources that go with this section:

http://www.bible-history.com

The Roman Empire in the First Century

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Resurrected Bodies – 1 Corinthians 15:35-58

Posted on June 14, 2015 by eig

Resurrected Bodies – 1 Corinthians 15:35-58

Our life here on earth is a rehearsal for eternity.

We as believers know that when we die, our bodies go to the grave (or wherever else) but our spirit or soul is with the Lord. 2 Corinthians 5:6-8

We also know that our bodies will not stay in the grave (or wherever they may be) forever. One day they’ll be resurrected and reunited with our spirit.

The Corinthians were talking about their bodies too, but their concerns dealt with how they would be resurrected. The questions the Corinthians had are found in 1 Corinthians 15:35.

Their questions imply that they had problems believing in the bodily resurrection of the dead. They could not understand how this could happen. As a result, they were denying it. C.f 1 Corinthians 15:12. They also had come to believe that the body was not important but a hindrance for reaching a higher spirituality. They believed they were already spiritual.

Paul responds in a very direct way (they are fools for thinking this way). He corrects them and goes on to show them that the body of all believers (dead and alive) will one day be transformed and glorified to be suited for eternity with God.

In the passage we will study today, we will learn what the resurrected bodies will be like and when this will take place. Paul uses four analogies to teach these truths. We will also learn how these truths apply to our lives in several ways.

The basis of the bodily resurrection of believers is the resurrection of Christ as explained in1 Corinthians 15:1-34. Because Jesus Christ has resurrected, we will also be resurrected by Him. Paul now goes on to explain our what our resurrected bodies will be like using four analogies.

An analogy is used to compare two things using something known to explain something unknown. It explains general truths using their likeness but doesn’t answer every question. Paul will not answer every question, especially scientific that we my have.

Note: A mistake due to my overlooking the notes is found when discussing what our resurrected will be like in comparison to our old ones (verses 42-44). I said, “earthly bodies” as my notes were written but it should be “new bodies.” It was my oversight.

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Defense Before Rulers and Kings Acts 25

Posted on June 1, 2015 by eig

Here is the audio recording for Acts 25 taught during our Sunday School hour at Village Bible Church.

This chapter sets the stage for Paul’s witness to King Agrippa. Here he is accused before the new governor Festus and then presented before Agrippa. Paul appeals to Caesar and his journey Rome will follow (chapter 27-28).

“The narrator’s characterization of the Roman governors contributes to a portrait of Paul as one caught in a web of self-interested maneuvers by people who vie for support within the political jungle. However, Paul is not just a helpless victim. As opportunity comes, he continues to bear witness to his Lord. Although Paul continues to be denied justice and freedom, the saving purpose of God still has use for this resourceful and faithful prisoner.” (Pillar New Testament Commentary Collection)

Defense Before Rulers and Kings – Acts 25

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Understanding Suffering Through the Life of St. Paul

A Meditation on Isaiah 51:6

La Iglesia Que Testifíca Crece

How God Drew Me To Himself

Rome at Last – Acts 28

Answered Prayer, Relying on God’s Wisdom and Timing

Voyage Rome – Acts 27

Resurrected Bodies – 1 Corinthians 15:35-58

Defense Before Rulers and Kings Acts 25

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